Stuck

you took me hand
you held me close
my heart stopped beating
i was reaching, reaching
i want it so badly
what you have so easily
you make it look so simple
so easy
but all i can do is think about
how i can't
i can't
i won't
but i want to
i must
i can
i will
because i want to
i need to
i need you
and what you have
but just like that
it's gone in a flash
you and your charm
your warm hand and funny mind
off you go
off i go
ships passing on a sea
not forever, but for now
i need to
i can't
i must
i won't....

i'm stuck